One think to always be thankful for are Mothers. I cannot even put into words everything my mom is to me. My hero and my savior. If only she knew just how much I loved her. I just hate the fact our relationship isn't as close as I would like it to be.
The blame lies upon me.
I'm unable to communicate through our language and I'm not the daughter everyone hoped me to be.
I saw her for about five minutes today.
I decided not to go to the family dinner tonight. It may seem selfish not to go, but I think my presence there would just bring everything and everyone down. I don't want to ruin the holiday for her nor the rest of my family. Tonight, everything would be better if I did not exist, so I took myself out of the equation.
I hope my phone call and my unconditional love for her will suffice. Because that's all I have left of me.
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